“So,
gentlemen: this is our first subject. Our pioneer, if you like. Meet Patient
Zero.”
Professor
Austin addressed his two students. One of whom, Verity noticed, was female.
The
Professor’s voice was lower and more carefully-spoken than Verity remembered:
she wondered if he had the ‘flu. She stared blankly at the wall behind his left
shoulder.
There was
Jamila in her damask robes, turning her chair round and getting out her little
book for morning prayers. She put a shawl over her head. Verity wished she
could do the same; she was finding it hard not to smile at her own ingenuity.
*****
“Helen,
Jamila,” she had said earlier, over breakfast, “I don’t know if I ever told
you, but I volunteer for experiments. As a, er, subject. And I heard yesterday
that these guys, the latest lot, they’ve just got their grant money through. They’re
psychologists. Or psychiatrists, I can’t remember.”
“Are they
coming here, to the ward?”
“Yes.”
Verity looked into her empty breakfast bowl. “I’m really sorry_”
“What are they going to do?” asked Jamila.
“Just...look
at me and, try and talk with me. It’s like a Turing Test_”
Helen looked
up. Verity could tell she’d never heard of such a thing.
“They’ve
got, fifty real mental patients, and fifty of us who’ve got nothing wrong with
us. And we’ve got to pretend to be, you know, one thing short of a wotnot, and
then without doing any physical tests, like brainwaves and stuff, they’ve got
to tell the real ones from the, er,”
“Players?”
Verity
grinned. “Yeah. Players.”
“So I take
it your sponsored silence_”
“Ooh thanks,
yes, that’s a point!”
She took
down the notice about Amnesty International. “Yes: I’ve not really much choice
have I..?”
“You must be
mad.” Helen had said.
*****
The
Professor came around beside Verity’s bed, pulled up a chair and sat down. He leaned
in.
“Hello,
Verity.” He spoke slowly and carefully, looking right into her eyes.
Verity
stared blankly past him and out of the window.
“Do you remember
who I am?”
“Judge your
honour...” said Verity in a monotone. She noticed the male student snigger.
“Can you
hear_”
“Hear...”
Verity echoed.
The female
student came over.
“Can you
remember your name?”
“My...prayer...”
Verity remembered to squint: disconcert them. The female student backed off a
little.
“Yes:
Player, that’s right.” said the male student with a smile that even Verity
could see was fake. “Verity,” he looked down at his clipboard, “Imelda, Player.”
She decided she didn’t like him. She stared straight in his eyes and announced:
“I’ve just
cut my good man’s throat.”
She saw
Helen grinning and stifling a laugh. Thankfully Jamila was still in deep
communion with The Merciful.
The
Professor’s right hand flashed up to slap Verity, but her own left arm moved quicker to block: defence.
“Self-preservation.”
said the male student. “Surely getting rid of the drive for self-preservation
will prove more difficult than the work done so fa_”
“And what, exactly, would you know about these complex cognitive
processes, hmm? Of the statistical calculations involved in analysing and
modifying them? Of the search, the screening, the vetting, for the ideal, first
subject? Ewan?
Verity
noticed ‘Ewan’s ears turn red.
The
Professor turned pale. He got up and left the bay, followed by his two
students. Verity watched them out of the ward door until it had closed.
“They’ve
gone”, she said.
The Colonel
walked in with a coffee.
“Oh, thank
you.” She smiled up at him.
“You were
damn good!”
“Thank you,
Colonel. Have you met Helen and Jamila, by the way?”
The Colonel’s
eyes widened on seeing Jamila.
“Is that a
real, y’know, Moslem?”
“Yes. She’s
praying.”
“Well, OK. Now, let’s talk about Cassie.
Methods: tactics. You ‘member the tone?”
Verity
hummed it.
“She ain’t
gonna get scared off like your Prof, and she ain’t got a stinkin’ hangover
neether_”
“Was he hung
over?”
“Sure,
couldn’t you tell? ‘Mazed you didn’t get tipsy just sittin’ near the guy.”
“You...weren’t...”
“In. No I wasn’t. Trusted ya to do a good
job. You play soccer don’tcha? Defense.”
“Used to.”
“One-up at half-time, huh? Whatcha gotta do now?”
“Er...keep
my nerve.”
“Sure.
Defend good. I can go in and tell if you’re losin’ it, if ya like. If it don’t
disconcert ya.”
“What could
you do, though? If I_”
“Sit in the
lounge there, line o’sight, and give y’a signal. Biofeedback.”
“That might
help actually, yes.”
Verity spent
the rest of the morning on-edge. Just before lunch she went to the window and
looked, once more, at the evil Plant Building. Recalled the lad she had seen in
Helen’s chair. Decided not to tell Helen about it: thankfully everybody had
slept right through the fracas.
Hurts. Sicks.
She grasped
the handle to open the window. No infrasound today.
And screamed
out loud:
“Oh my God!!
Infrasound! Hertz! Six!! That lad...Six Hertz!! Bloody hell! Am I thick or what??”
When she
turned round to apologise to Helen and Jamila, she slammed straight into Cassie.
Can love beeee...
She hummed the
tone in her head: block Cassie’s signal.
She couldn’t
see the Colonel. She didn’t know how a broken person should walk. She recalled
the R.T.I. video she'd watched last year, took its advice about emergency situations and collapsed.
Cassie knelt
beside her. Someone's footsteps headed for the Nurses’ Station.
“Are you OK?”
Cassie’s voice. Footsteps headed in towards her.
“All the
excitement proving a bit too much for us, is it?” Dr Wheeler’s voice. “General, I
think we’d better allow Mrs Player a bit of quiet, hadn't we?”
Cassie
wouldn’t budge.
Cassie’s
footsteps receded.
Dr Wheeler
knelt beside Verity, but she could tell his attention lay elsewhere. She heard
the ward door close.
“Well done,”
said Dr Wheeler, putting down Verity's discharge report and medications so as to offer her a hand up.
“I think we had her fooled, don’t you?”
Verity
couldn’t quite believe her ears.